disinterested critique (seksi_tanggera) wrote,
disinterested critique

lost then found

That feeling when you thought you lost something really important. The emptiness you feel inside you that you just can’t brush off. You repeatedly tell yourself that things happen for a reason and there must be a reason for this too. No luck, there’s that void.

Years passed. You have moved on. Life is better and back on track.

You open the front door and find it. Or should I say, it found you – again. You are numb though your brain is telling you ‘jump for joy’. You’re paralyzed, unable to neither talk nor breathe.

It sinks in. There was a reason when you lost it. Because you thought you need it but don’t. Because you’re fine without it when you thought you were incomplete. Simply because it does no matter.

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