Inspiration are within us from the beginning because it is actually everything that makes up our being – the people who are important to us, the experiences that we’ve failed and succeeded, the things we regret we ever did or what not. Inspiration is both happy and melancholy, ergo oneself.
As I took the headphones off of my ear after watching this teenage drama series that I decided to watch after missing it when it aired some 5 years ago, inspiration flowed to my veins and brain like river streaming down a rocky vastness. I was suddenly overwhelmed with love.
Love is often taken as inspiration and I couldn’t agree more. Love is oneself and everything that makes up that being. I am deeply inspired by my love and love itself. How would anyone forget that feeling of elation as you first held your love’s hands and put it close to your heart as if the hands could actually hold your heart. I will always treasure in my heart those first couple of years when my love and I are just getting to know each other, what ticks one off, how one can paint a smile on the other’s face and finding out how each other’s past molded that person that we fell in love with.
For as long as those memories remain vivid in your thoughts and is strongly felt and reminisced, the flame and depth of that love will always be fresh, just like those first couple of years that was most exciting. So much so that love is inspiration, so shall your inspiration remain powerful and moving. No one then should ever be afraid to lose that motivation not unless one loses oneself for only then will inspiration be lost.
- Current Mood:artistic
I feel so alive right now after feeling so dead in the last couple of years. Finally I have found that certain sense of belongingness, want and enthusiasm that gradually left me as the days went by. I reckoned having everything just happen as they do – without any hope of being saved. I imagined myself sitting on that same corner looking back at my life with complete remorse. I almost saw myself putting up with the mediocrity of a career I worked so hard to be part of. I thought of how envy and shame swallow me whole.
And then there was tinge of hope out of chance. The long wait was over and I couldn’t be more grateful. I was so ready to settle for anything out of desperation and need but God has given me what I deserve – a second chance at life. My heart was pounding incessantly and I was overjoyed with how this possibility could actually turn things around. I was engrossed with the idea that I can be that one person I’ve always dreamed about.
I’m not sure where this would go but I do know that I can’t mess this up.
- Current Location:the nest
- Current Music:who am i - casting crowns
Call me a sucker for relationship celebration; still, I celebrate the day that we made it official. It isn’t easy finding a person who can put up with all your stubbornness and silliness yet amazingly we found each other. True enough, love happens when you least expect it. It happens where you never thought it would. It happens before you know it. It happens to people whom other people didn’t expect it to. It is magical.
I was going on with my life for seven long years after a short relationship in which I thought to myself was a waste. It was a waste because I regret not having been able to express my love. Now I realized that I am the way I was because I wasn’t really in-love then. That I am yet to find the person to whom all these overflowing love truly belongs.
You took away all my regrets. You replaced it with all hopes of more happiness and smiles. You make me wanna wake up in the morning with a smile. Indeed, you are worth the long wait. I can never tell you how much I love you but I can always show you. I believe I have my lifetime to do that. You remind me everyday how much God loves me, how much I’m blessed and how meaningful love is. It isn’t only about cuddling, holding hands and being taken care of. It’s all about sharing your life with the one who shares their life back. Happy 32nd!
And I will love you so, for always!
- Current Location:where I belong